Am I starting to Lose it?

I feel a little out of control today. It's been a busy day and I've been running from one thing to another. I'm getting scared that I'm starting to lose it and maybe I won't be able to keep this up. When I walk past the sink and there's a couple dishes in there, I feel a little panicky. So I made my bed at 2:00...but I DID make it. It went unmade for MONTHS before this so I shouldn't feel bad, should I? The dishes did sit in the sink for a few hours, but they're in the dishwasher now, so am I still okay? Am I? Ask me again tomorrow.